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10:09am 14/07/2007
  FT: 8:30? Okay, I'll get up...when will my life start again?
Slightly overcast, warm
No significance
 
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04:34am 24/05/2007
  FT: 3:30 is a good ime to get up
Dark, cool (blessed cool)
No significance
 
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10:54pm 22/04/2007
  Did breathing exercises. Very difficult to concentrate, and made some mistakes. Been very distracted all day.  
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05:41am 11/04/2007
  FT: That was a big, complicated dream, and I can't remember a single detail.
W: Chilly, raining
No significance
 
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09:56am 16/12/2006
 
On the twelfth day of Christmas, msdiwrect sent to me...
Twelve chapel perilous drumming
Eleven memes piping
Ten memetics a-leaping
Nine pogues dancing
Eight psychedelics a-milking
Seven chaos a-swimming
Six paradigms a-writing
Five bi-i-i-ill hicks
Four unseelie gameshows
Three cthulhu mythos
Two quantum physics
...and a carnivale in a community.
Get your own Twelve Days:


Mmmm...chaos swimming.
 
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02:17pm 02/12/2006
  What do I believe and what would be useful for me to believe? Right now, the only firm opinion I have (still not strong enough for me to consider it a belief) is that any purpose or meaning or truth in the multiverse is so abstract as to be useless in any concrete human terms.

Is there some way I can use this to my advantage?
 
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10:30pm 26/06/2005
  Take the MIT Weblog Survey

Give MIT something to think about.
 
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05:37am 06/04/2005
  Dream )  
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A question for you...   
09:22pm 21/03/2005
  Can I hurt you? Although this is less a quaetion of ability, and more a question of will you let me? Hurt you in passion, hurt you in curiousity - to know what makes you feel.

Are you willing to beg? To show me your pain, your desire, whether or not ou think I will approve?

These are not idle questions, they are the heart of what I require. This is also not a question of dominance/submission, nor sadism/masochism. I want to know if you are willing to show yourself to me, that I, in turn, can show myself to you.
 
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04:45pm 29/01/2005
  Once again as I drop weight and ascend, I become aware of a desire for cunning cruelty. Why is it that my experince of being alive brings with it this longing to inflict soft/hard pain - both physical and psychological?  
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Dream   
06:28am 25/01/2005
  One image - of a hermaphrodite, but one able to swivel the pelvic bone to have either a 'penis' or a 'vagina,' I use quotes because they weren't either in the normal sense.

Swimming, lots of ocean water, this one gets mixed up with images from other dreams. I dream water often.

This becomes a story about two men, Tom Selleck and Gary Busey (they change as the dream goes on). They're thrill seekers, usually surfing /boating stunts. They get involved in this lighthouse/funhouse tourist trap (and it is a trap). People who stay there are kidmapped, held prsioner, and forced to act out skits. They are also made to take some kind of pill, and at the end they are harvested for something used to make a drug.
 
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Heh...   
11:54am 01/01/2005
 

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Getting myself admitted to a mental institution.

Get your resolution here


 
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Comes the Smackdown   
11:11am 11/12/2004
 
Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name beB.B. Bumble B.
You ride around in a2004 Chrysler Pacifica
Yo gangSeƱor Padre's Las Personas Malas
Yo shoes beK-Mart Brand Tennis Shoes
Yo dubs be dis big, fool633
How much money you got?$4.73650106052967e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 98%
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Book Meme!   
11:33pm 10/12/2004
  Instructions: Take this list of authors, remove those whose efforts do not grace your shelves, and bring the list up to ten by adding some more that do. New paragraph indicates newly added authors.

William Shakespeare
Lewis Carroll
Douglas Adams

William Gibson
P.K. Dick
Neal Stephenson
Aleister Crowley
Robert Anton Wilson
P. G. Wodehouse
 
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06:59pm 08/12/2004
 
mood: odd
music: Joni Mitchell - "Nuts" (internal)
Who wants their nipples tweaked?
 
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07:26am 08/12/2004
 
You scored as Fire. Fire is your predominating element; it rules the signs of Aries, Leo and Sagittarius.

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Fire

65%

Water

60%

Spirit

55%

Air

40%

Earth

35%

Which of the Five Elements are you?
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10:19pm 29/11/2004
 
mood: amused
Post a pointer to the entry that you made closest to this date last year, along with these instructions...
 
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07:22pm 27/11/2004
  This thread on Barbelith was one of the funniest things I've read in awhile.

This was cool, and also mega-creepy - the stories and myths of homeless children in Miami, and a few other big cities, too.
 
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So beautiful, I cried...   
10:36am 27/11/2004
 
      
baron samedi is love
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Got some free time?   
07:40pm 18/11/2004
  Dog toy or marital aid - you decide...  
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