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FT: 8:30? Okay, I'll get up...when will my life start again? Slightly overcast, warm No significance |
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| 04:34am 24/05/2007 |
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FT: 3:30 is a good ime to get up Dark, cool (blessed cool) No significance |
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| 10:54pm 22/04/2007 |
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Did breathing exercises. Very difficult to concentrate, and made some mistakes. Been very distracted all day. |
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| 05:41am 11/04/2007 |
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FT: That was a big, complicated dream, and I can't remember a single detail. W: Chilly, raining No significance |
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| 09:56am 16/12/2006 |
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On the twelfth day of Christmas, msdiwrect sent to me... Twelve chapel perilous drumming Eleven memes piping Ten memetics a-leaping Nine pogues dancing Eight psychedelics a-milking Seven chaos a-swimming Six paradigms a-writing Five bi-i-i-ill hicks Four unseelie gameshows Three cthulhu mythos Two quantum physics ...and a carnivale in a community.
Mmmm...chaos swimming. |
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| 02:17pm 02/12/2006 |
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What do I believe and what would be useful for me to believe? Right now, the only firm opinion I have (still not strong enough for me to consider it a belief) is that any purpose or meaning or truth in the multiverse is so abstract as to be useless in any concrete human terms.
Is there some way I can use this to my advantage? |
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| 10:30pm 26/06/2005 |
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Give MIT something to think about. |
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| 09:22pm 21/03/2005 |
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Can I hurt you? Although this is less a quaetion of ability, and more a question of will you let me? Hurt you in passion, hurt you in curiousity - to know what makes you feel.
Are you willing to beg? To show me your pain, your desire, whether or not ou think I will approve?
These are not idle questions, they are the heart of what I require. This is also not a question of dominance/submission, nor sadism/masochism. I want to know if you are willing to show yourself to me, that I, in turn, can show myself to you. |
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| 04:45pm 29/01/2005 |
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Once again as I drop weight and ascend, I become aware of a desire for cunning cruelty. Why is it that my experince of being alive brings with it this longing to inflict soft/hard pain - both physical and psychological? |
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| 06:28am 25/01/2005 |
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One image - of a hermaphrodite, but one able to swivel the pelvic bone to have either a 'penis' or a 'vagina,' I use quotes because they weren't either in the normal sense.
Swimming, lots of ocean water, this one gets mixed up with images from other dreams. I dream water often.
This becomes a story about two men, Tom Selleck and Gary Busey (they change as the dream goes on). They're thrill seekers, usually surfing /boating stunts. They get involved in this lighthouse/funhouse tourist trap (and it is a trap). People who stay there are kidmapped, held prsioner, and forced to act out skits. They are also made to take some kind of pill, and at the end they are harvested for something used to make a drug. |
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| 11:33pm 10/12/2004 |
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Instructions: Take this list of authors, remove those whose efforts do not grace your shelves, and bring the list up to ten by adding some more that do. New paragraph indicates newly added authors.
William Shakespeare Lewis Carroll Douglas Adams
William Gibson P.K. Dick Neal Stephenson Aleister Crowley Robert Anton Wilson P. G. Wodehouse |
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| 06:59pm 08/12/2004 |
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mood: odd music: Joni Mitchell - "Nuts" (internal)
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Who wants their nipples tweaked? |
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| 10:19pm 29/11/2004 |
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mood:  amused
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Post a pointer to the entry that you made closest to this date last year, along with these instructions... |
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| 07:22pm 27/11/2004 |
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This thread on Barbelith was one of the funniest things I've read in awhile.
This was cool, and also mega-creepy - the stories and myths of homeless children in Miami, and a few other big cities, too. |
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